Stretched my arms long
And I found no one around.....
folded and hugged me.
A frosty morning-
through vapours of black tea
a spider spinning
Evening walks
an autumn leaf fell
touched my feet
fear of loneliness
now I feel alone
...found me
Puffins at shore
chorus chirping
fly away
Rainbows are good
one in the sky and
one in my plate
salt and pepper
on fruit salad
.....is life
She nagged, she yelled
She threw some conchs
and some sea shells
From the trips we made
when we floated in the water
of arms, legs, and bodies made the love hotter.
For we loved like hell to feel the heaven.
Her screams, my rage
passing every day
on each other, we ravened, our bodies ablaze.
First body and the mind
then the soul scoured to find
an escape, a haven.
For we loved like hell to feel the heaven.
Some days are special.
When Nothing I want to do.
Nothing can be done.
And Nothing would do.
I just brew my coffee
and sit in the corner.
Like a folded chair
looking in despair.
No one should see me.
Please don't come so close.
For not sure if I exist.
But if I, I'm a prose.
RANDOM RENDEVOUZ
चार दोस्त चार छलकते पैमाने -2
कहीं नज़र ना लगे हमको, ना गुजरे ये ज़माने
पूछते नहीं बिलकुल ,बस हक़ जताते है मेरे दोस्त
बस चले इनका, तो weekend बनाये ये हर रोज़
क्या कर रहे हो मालिक, आज Friday night है
Wait करती तुम्हारी scotch , whiskey, coors lite है
आग the fire बाहर लगाते है
आ जाओ Sharad babu , badshah तुम्हें सुनाते हैं
Madam के साथ तुम अपने दिल की कहना, Jyotsana जी से आज रेशमी chicken kebab बनवाते हैं
Give up मारना मेरे दोस्तों को आता नहीं
Friday को उनसे bottle खोले बिना ज़िया जाता नहीं
अच्छा तुम नहीं आ पाओगे, मजबूरियों की बड़ी line hai
कोई नहीं ठहरो, हम on the way है, खोलो vodka या जो भी रखी wine है
मेरे दोस्तों को परवाह नहीं, दोस्त के मिज़ाज की- 2
Laughing stock बना वो इस group में जिसने दोस्ती में लिहाज़ की
मैंने पूछा hello Madame, बोलो आज आप क्या पियोगे
हंसी वो और बोली, रहने दे darling, तुम light beer वाले कब जियोगे
अब Level बढ़ा , मेरी माँ अब तो बड़ी हो जा
गरीब सी मेरी दोस्त , तू beer veer छोड़
मेरी homemade pan- vodka चढ़ा
दोस्ती का flavour , दुनिया के सब flavors में the best है
दोस्ती का comfort, देता tempur-pedic का rest है
हो जब भी Friday शाम, हम 4 दोस्त और हाथों में जाम
दोस्ती time waste नहीं होती दोस्तों , बल्कि यही right stock to invest है
When roads are running
but my legs have stopped.
When concrete stands tall
but my torso is to fall,
When the birds are flying
but my eyes are closed.
When the wind is whispering.
but my mouth has shut.
When the trees are bellowing
but my mind has been silenced.
I am the silent water deep in ocean,
confused by whacky waves on the top.
I Forgive Myself
for not being brave
I Forgive Myself
for not talking straight
I Forgive Myself
for not letting you know
I Forgive Myself
the pain I was going through
I Forgive Myself
for being overly possessive of you
I Forgive Myself
for not letting you go
I Forgive Myself
for the fear of losing you
I Forgive Myself
for you being my emotional choose.
I Forgive Myself
for looking at you in my need.
I Forgive Myself
for planting in you seductive seed.
But I can never forget the time we spent and the moments we created on this life journey called marriage.
- aarushi
Hiding in my house.
Growing like a weed.
Like an alien plant from some planet
which grew without a seed.
Deserted all the streets.
Vacuumed our masterminds.
The invisible alien hiding
no torch no light can find.
Locked in my room
I miss my human talks.
This state of quarantine
has taken away my leisure walks.
Looking at the ceiling
House arrest has made me think.
This world needs a reset button
or the end is at its brink,
Listening to my heartbeats
Is the cosmos connecting us all?
Ego, pride, nationality
rotten links get to fall.
The time to think deeper.
The time to ponder the past.
Series of mistakes, unfulfilled commitments.
Nothing ever lasts.
Looking through the open windows
Winds whispered in my ears.
Believe in the power
Someone wants you to overcome your fears.
I opened the door and took off my mask.
devoured the wind like hungry for ages
Felt freedom of 100 birds
The contentment of scrupulous sages.
Aarushi
