When roads are running
but my legs have stopped.
When concrete stands tall
but my torso is to fall,
When the birds are flying
but my eyes are closed.
When the wind is whispering.
but my mouth has shut.
When the trees are bellowing
but my mind has been silenced.
I am the silent water deep in ocean,
confused by whacky waves on the top.
I Forgive Myself
for not being brave
I Forgive Myself
for not talking straight
I Forgive Myself
for not letting you know
I Forgive Myself
the pain I was going through
I Forgive Myself
for being overly possessive of you
I Forgive Myself
for not letting you go
I Forgive Myself
for the fear of losing you
I Forgive Myself
for you being my emotional choose.
I Forgive Myself
for looking at you in my need.
I Forgive Myself
for planting in you seductive seed.
But I can never forget the time we spent and the moments we created on this life journey called marriage.
- aarushi
Hiding in my house.
Growing like a weed.
Like an alien plant from some planet
which grew without a seed.
Deserted all the streets.
Vacuumed our masterminds.
The invisible alien hiding
no torch no light can find.
Locked in my room
I miss my human talks.
This state of quarantine
has taken away my leisure walks.
Looking at the ceiling
House arrest has made me think.
This world needs a reset button
or the end is at its brink,
Listening to my heartbeats
Is the cosmos connecting us all?
Ego, pride, nationality
rotten links get to fall.
The time to think deeper.
The time to ponder the past.
Series of mistakes, unfulfilled commitments.
Nothing ever lasts.
Looking through the open windows
Winds whispered in my ears.
Believe in the power
Someone wants you to overcome your fears.
I opened the door and took off my mask.
devoured the wind like hungry for ages
Felt freedom of 100 birds
The contentment of scrupulous sages.
Aarushi
Here comes 'They'
Now we all must pray.
The tiny entities have united
the divided developed humans.
The cosmos connection
can be felt, can be seen.
No matter how we look.
No matter where we are from.
The dire need to drop all the differences.
'Believe in his power' is a new norm.
They look tiny but they are so strong.
My power, my looks everything goes wrong.
